Seeing through yourself

Into the woods lies your soul

Into the sound of serene, your heart keeps a hold.

Say noo! to the life you are rushing

And there, right there!!!

 you have years of your peace dying to unfold.

Into the broken past, lies your worth

Into the harsh reality, your mind keeps a hold

say noo! to the "would have's " you are foresighting

And there, right there!!!

you have years of your perseverance dying to unfold.

Into the mirror of life lies your goal

Into the clarity of your image, your body keeps a hold

say noo! to the trashes you are building to board

And there, right there!!

You have years of your destined journey dying to unfold.

7 years down

As the morning alarm, my soul rings

Brightening petals of these beauty,

 the yellows and the greens

 Certainly the best i ever came across,

Pretty, i can never unsee

Reminder of the smile, so tender

How i envy the wind, playing with her hair

 and those hands running behind the ear

I try unfolding the memoir,

 With the fingers crossed, and a hope so strong,

I stand amidst the aisle AGAIN!!!!

No, not a failure this time

I sigh!! 

A sigh of relief in the years long gone

Bald headed, snow beard

 torn pages and heart ripped off

All withered i see

But the petals..

The yellows and the greens

Smile 

Enlighten my soul as i am nineteen

7 years down.. 

Today, i stand here feeling nineteen

Realization hits

I didn't have to rush..

Never letting my peace win

Never calming the fire in me

My deathbed shouts at me

I lift my hand, i do it slow

I do it slow because i am not allowed anymore...

Drops on my cheek competing to fall down

Yet, i lift my hand slow

Because, i am not able to rush anymore.

And i feel it again and again and again

I didn't have to rush

Never having the taste of serene

Never having the guts to feel a thing

I didn't have to rush

Never learning what settling means

Never pausing when i was just fast forwarding..