I am left ashamed

I am afraid this is real.

a splash of cold, yet it's still here

My clock is infront and i fix the time 

all set to go, i am ready to shine

Through the stars,i see it drop down

Then, through my window, all aware i am

this had never happened before

In disbelief i take my sword and move to the shore 

Neither did the stars shined up bright

nor brought this into my eyes,

Gloomy nights devastated me, enough to shatter 

I see it fixing as all the confidence in me, i gather

carpet of clouds, i am sleeping upon- drift

As i approach, i grab the moon and gently kiss

Ocean appraching to meet their little ones

i see in a reflection , the tears, yet the warmth

the struggle and the hope running along the waves

the same one that i lamented, i objected 

And, i was left ashamed

 

 

Next meeting!

Within every beats of a song

Every single moment when we felt we belonged

Been missing like how day misses the night

Two parallel lines, hoping to meet,

One day, they might.

Within the darkest times of hour

Every single moment when we fought to overpower

Been missing like how wildfire misses the heavy wind 

Expecting a blow, Two big thunders, hoping to meet,

One day, they might.

 

Within the silence of the nights 

Every small talks when we first met , running in my mind 

Been missing like how a cheetah misses the sky

Running to get there, hoping to meet 

One day it might.

 

 

 

In memory of "Baa"

 Baa,

 a smile so powerful that enlightened the face of many

the charm and the words of reflection, still dazzling me.

Naïve I was, miniscule of memories

Yet it flows, heaving my heart with grieving melodies.

 

The storm, neither the dark shook us,

As you stood tall, the roots we held it, robust

It was all green and colors, the winters and summers

Hands on hands, the empire you built looked upon.

 

Like a wave running back to the sea,

As how, every little breathe has to be

Years fleeting . But Voices still crack and eyes still wet

A hollow in our heart, never to be filled .

 

Echoes fade and poor memories trying to recollect

Towards the end, A stab rewinding again and again.

Apology and remorse , reflecting in my dreams

Desiring a glimpse of you, the forever unseen

 

At your usual bliss, with my thoughts, you are never alone

Long sigh, you are here, I see. Yet, you are long gone!!

You are here, Yet, you are long gone.

 

 

 

A battle but among whom ?

 

 

Moving the pieces, trying to fit the places,

 Twists and turns, depth and the burdens

Erupting from the roots of divine,

 gods and goddess of emotions,

 holding the shields from behind.

 

It's a way of battle, in search of peace and heavens

 Though freed like a bird, wrapped in a bubbles and the games

Echoes inside the head. Sun, as if it’s never meant to set.

It goes on and on and on. Miracles in the air, waiting to abate.

 

Silence of the nature, threatening the clashes inside.

Waves of thoughts maunders to overpower its beginning.

Has it ended? the senses receiving the question, 

Aware, my conscious steps back, dilemmatic with poor hunches.