we will be one..

waking the same known path
as i did with you, i feel
though everything is apart now,
memories havent moved a bit
the promises we together kept
which rain was that? took it miles away
looking at your tear filled eyes,
i wish i could make it all as you say
everything to make it over and
be with you, never leaving forever
but, the time flew us away, apart from there
along with the promises, the desire to be together ..
as the days kept moving,
the thing which i always feared with,
the departure led our intimacy go weak

how can your promises be false?
your silly heart wont be understood by all
feelings of your raining eyes can never be wrong
and though we lie far, our soul, to both of us it belongs

wondering on if he feels the same as i do
to wait for his arrival is what i am used to
and till the end, up to me i hope you are coming,
and then in the same way as before, we could begin

the days and nights, we will never feel alone
coz the same rain that wiped all, is again making us one..
the same rain will wipe out all and make us one.. !!

silly me...

the time, the place though usual 

i felt a difference within me

the lights were not changed

but the pace in me, i could clearly see..

i laid , thought for a while

in each glimpse, your face was on eyes!

the talks we had, the times we spent,

it has passed so soon,

waiting it to be back again..

unable to stop my smile, i asked myself

no one was around, though shyness covered my face

i ran away, away from me..

the fact, i couldnt lie, i knew

my silly heart was in search of you..

nothing but you were on my glimpse,

no one but you were on my beats

then i knew, you were the one surrounding me

you were the one, with whom i always be..

yes, the one i missed !

to be mine forever, the one i wished..

it was you.. it was only you !!! 

want my childhood back !!

moment of those days, a part of mine
is really precious and now its far behind
no piles of deeds and no blurry thoughts
freely lie on lap, enjoy cheating a lot !
beyond the discipline but truth was ever
me the future star, was knowing life, the better

wanted to be aged and everything to hold,
importance of that moment, then who had known ?
dolls and buckets, teddies were my friends
time could have stopped but had to follow its trend...
singing and dancing, my hobbies they used to be
heart gets behold , the turning pages of life when i see..

now miss those days and wish to go back,
to regain and collect all the enjoyments i lack
want the lost part of me, my laughter and naughty needs,
if possible then, i again want to be a kid,
i want to be a kid !!!

magic at back and front stage

i scream and shout a loud to warm up
as the will to win is forcefully hitting my nerves
for i have dreams within my single red drop
providing me courage serving me up
makes me stand still, because i deserve
the path i am tracing is the one we all are in search..

i wonder for i have conceived of myself more than the god
what actually it is, the world has been longing for
i am selfish for i have struggled myself to grow up
a gene in me as i am human, a living creature by nature...

i wonder even more seeing people follow deity
haven't often seen them confiding truth that's existing
we know the mystery behind, every buds have self sown
we reside on the same nature that has provided us with everything we have own

i have seen people fight for some more days to live
run from death and hide
a reality apart  from the webbed thoughts
i am forced to abide..

a magic behind the stage and world is giving a applause
his conjuration we accept, weakening the hopes we have bind up
fighting within mind, a conspiracy for the trick on the stage
a realization being lacked, divine thoughts have sniffled our head

if i am asked to chose, i would prefer the front door
i don't wish to trick the world when eyes be close
coz i have seen the reality, i better face the conspiration
for i have tangible dream to magically perceive the situation
willing to satisfy hearts when the eyes be open
i dream of winning this world, within the reality and among the real ones.... !!!!

All alone i be..

a moment i recalled
the time i was about to fall
roses in your hands by my side
waiting for me you wer there

but the falls now i count
equal to those stars
withered roses lying by my side
with pictures in my heart

the scattered hopes and dreams
trying to collect my heart pieces
the struck in me..far from the horizon
the laughter we used to share

no more able i am ,,nothing in me
scratches in my feelings,, bleed-ed it is....

the eyes staring at which,lovely u uttered
making me smile...the promises u kept
forever to be together

now the eyes missing ur stare
tears in them it says
its really hard enough
to let tears go back their ways

worthless it is.. to shun my feels
coz,,the eyes wont let them to hide
evry single nights the dreams that they roam
making me realize..i want u by my side

these days..winds..no more blows my hairs
no stars twinkle at me...
birds evn don seem singing around me..

along wid u everything waved me byee
now noone turn their back..noone cares for me
with the torn heart..bleeded feels
all alone here i be....all alone here i be....!!!