As the years pass by

Midnight buzz of my wall clock that struck twelve tinning my ears
and all i carry within me are those golden tears
Passing 8 decades in life was not really a joke
But circumstances made it seem like it was not a big deal though

I object, they don't deserve it, a house leaving their home
On the phase of life when they needed it more
Those hands they held helping to stand still, made it strong enough for living
Those heart they built, pouring love and giving it a sense of feeling

Were no more there being aside in their needs
Rather they had inanimate ones, the chairs and those brittle sticks
And the ones they had never known in their lives till decades
Giving hands in their deeds feeding them on behalf of those money making fakes

Days being so uncertain, they could see today but no tomorrow
Fear of death slowly haunting inside, having to leave home was another part of their sorrow
no rays of hope they could see waiting for their ones to grab them within arms
but a cold foggy shade when they leave leaving them with same hopes for another more years

Pathetic to even visualize the life giving almighty, how cruel it is to throw them out
leaving your world in old age home, You gain nothing with prayers to achieve what you want.

Its here, i know..

Staying in a silence, hearing a wind blow
Not that harder though it passes through my soul
To that feebling air, i concentrate more, it gets more deeper
The more i do, the more it does
Its been a habit, its been so close

As if knows when to start,and when it has to be more
When i go deep, it has to blow more
Completes me as I get to feel the sense of its calling
And i share every heaviness that otherwise i would have been holding

In the morning when i walk out it tries to play hide and seek
in the dawn,it comes and we dance together in its beat
Watching together the sun rise and the sun while it sets
We run together with the tidal waves trying not to get wet

Our friendship is not like the color of dawn that stays no longer
But a life long one, that has to stay stronger
No matter what comes in and what goes
We will be together till the end, i know this and it knows..

3 A.M

The clock ticks three and as like she has never seen a dark, she frowns

Wrapped in a heavy quilt that presses her like she is no alone

Eyes that shine in a dim light from a place she wont be heard if she shouted

She dares enough to look out, a heavy wind blow gives her hair a spare

She then shallows seeing what gives her a feeling of a scary presence

Oh, she beats harder, frighten to death
Calms down herself as the sound of wind  gradually rests

The curtains moves no longer, still as it is

She gets up to turn the light on, danger that's running around if she can skip

a glass of water that goes to her belly
She feels it all one by one as she drinks it slowly

Fearing her own heartbeat that felt like a noise that moment

She is back to bed, she then leans

clock ticks 5 and her breathes are back again

Mother

The soul of two being within one
Tiny body within body until its born
Nature fantasizes me for how this impossible is made possible
Incredibly, a life comes out of a life and a new born baby it is called..
In general its almighty who powers entity on us
But a woman being a god of nature gives it to all

the fear, sacrifices, those bearings and the pain
She sees herself in a new form and it takes it all to an end
Learning to make a best out of what she can
She crawls each second trying to be a better one
To all those Stages of life how she had struggled
She feels that was never so as long as she can sacrifice and suffer
A grateful heart of all of us
Being thank full wont make it that enough
A promise to be exactly the one she wishes for 
I want to adore, adore her for what she has done She has been a legend of my life , all i want is to let her know
With lots of love and a huge respect, in-front of her i would like to bow
And i promise to stay by her side forever and ever and that's for sure
That's for sure...

Voice from core

I got you there, my love, I'd longed you so
 don't you stop me anymore
Guts, I've gathered harder,
To let my emotions flow out of core
to unfold my texts of love
Icing the scald, for the depth of pain i bore

I have made up to it, broke down my sealed heart
Things got harder as day passed
more i saw you, more heavy it was
Pouring the pure love that rusted there for long
turning out to be molten
I have come to you and i have got you here
Willing to know what peace of mind means
I want my heart to make me sing

A song on our love
A glad verse of my longing
A rhythm for my music
A voice to my feeling,
And at last, a voice to my healing
A voice to my healing!!!