A battle but among whom ?

 

 

Moving the pieces, trying to fit the places,

 Twists and turns, depth and the burdens

Erupting from the roots of divine,

 gods and goddess of emotions,

 holding the shields from behind.

 

It's a way of battle, in search of peace and heavens

 Though freed like a bird, wrapped in a bubbles and the games

Echoes inside the head. Sun, as if it’s never meant to set.

It goes on and on and on. Miracles in the air, waiting to abate.

 

Silence of the nature, threatening the clashes inside.

Waves of thoughts maunders to overpower its beginning.

Has it ended? the senses receiving the question, 

Aware, my conscious steps back, dilemmatic with poor hunches.

 

 

 

Seeing through yourself!

Into the woods lies your soul

Into the sound of serene, your heart keeps a hold.

Say no! to the life you are rushing

And there, right there!!!

 you have years of your peace dying to unfold.

Into the broken past, lies your worth

Into the harsh reality, your mind keeps a hold

say no! to the "would have's " you are fore sighting

And there, right there!!!

you have years of your perseverance dying to unfold.

Into the mirror of life lies your goal

Into the clarity of your image, your body keeps a hold

say no! to the trashes you are building to board

And there, right there!!

You have years of your destined journey dying to unfold.

7 years down

As the morning alarm, my soul rings

Brightening petals of these beauty,

 the yellows and the greens

 Certainly the best i ever came across,

Pretty, i can never unsee

Reminder of the smile, so tender

How i envy the wind, playing with her hair

 and those hands running behind the ear

I try unfolding the memoir,

 With the fingers crossed, and a hope so strong,

I stand amidst the aisle AGAIN!!!!

No, not a failure this time

I sigh!! 

A sigh of relief in the years long gone

Bald headed, snow beard

 torn pages and heart ripped off

All withered i see

But the petals..

The yellows and the greens

Smile 

Enlighten my soul as i am nineteen

7 years down.. 

Today, i stand here feeling nineteen

Realization hits

I didn't have to rush..

Never letting my peace win

Never calming the fire in me

My deathbed shouts at me

I lift my hand, i do it slow

I do it slow because i am not allowed anymore...

Drops on my cheek competing to fall down

Yet, i lift my hand slow

Because, i am not able to rush anymore.

And i feel it again and again and again

I didn't have to rush

Never having the taste of serene

Never having the guts to feel a thing

I didn't have to rush

Never learning what settling means

Never pausing when i was just fast forwarding..

Nothingness

I want to be in the silence

In the nothingness

Where I don’t even hear my echoes

Nor the sound of my own breathe.

Take me to that open field

Where I don’t listen to the bird’s chirp

Nor the air blowing into my ears.

I want to be in “the peace”

In the cosmos

Where tranquility meets my soul

And my eyes blinded with the purity of heaven

As I see enough of all these colors

This chaos, dancing so loud, tearing the fleshes of my sanity.

Take me to the land of moon

Where all the bubbles of wickedness break

As if, the universe is dead

And, every single being on this planet

The flowers and the trees, the birds and the bees

The lands and the gravity

All the living and the dead

The insight and the awareness

Are walking in funeral procession. 

And, I be in that dead silence

Mourning the death of universe

With all my sanity, hoovering

And, I am aware of this nothingness

The feel of my heart not beating

And the lungs, not longing for breathe

I stand in nothingness feeling alive all by myself

I want to be in that silence

Take me to the land of Peace.