Cigar

I inhaled the fumes of a cigar letting the smog get in

to quench my thirsts, craving to get into my spirits, 

my inner soul had purposelessly been floating

Wandering to triumph the inner peace 

Now, every cell of mine dances to its beat 

with the ounce of smoke getting dispersed everywhere

a feeling of totality runs into my nerves 

a need to feel its warmth rests inside me

I am then a lost being, a strange feeling

That I love to take it within me, 

that feels am no more here 

I am not within me 

I puffed out a cigar letting the smog soar up 

Letting the thirst of my gloominess rise along

My Absurd mind loving to guard its innocence 

I wished I could disperse and run away,

Dodge as it swirls up 

Evading all my harshness 

all the suffocations and the mess-ups 

I wish I could mix along, along with its flow 

vanish in a second as soon as I emerge  

in every blow, being a miniature

and end up as vast as the ocean 

Leaving no scars, no remorse 

No mourn and no any grieves

All that is left is an odor

That continues 

Continues to blowout

As a lament of a departed souls...