Saturday 22 September 2012

Wishing to regain what i had..

Suffocation and the hatred being faced
Running and hiding all around the past moments
I have gained nothing but a dissatisfied heart
I dont say i dint try, but my foot lacked stre
ngth
It was unable even failing to step a single path ahead
Why do i roam around with those moments that leave nothing but a merciful smile
Even trying to hide n fake have started seeming fake
Proving me the fact, straight flowing tears have limit it can be hidden with a curve
I have thus ceased to peep back neither i dream so far

For i know these will have the same endings

Unlike in movies, real life rarely end up living
happily ever after
and each n every lives possessing wonderful meanings..

I need to take off my skins follow what my spirit utter
Locking up my today with pains and suffer
Tying up a black coat on my yesterday's eye
I need to march pass to see what my future holds
For which i need myself together with the stars
They will blow me to land of my wishes
Giving me a safe turn over
Making me able to cope up with my today and yesterdays

Thus i am underneath the clear sky
Underneath the clear looking moon
Underneath the peace and calmness
I have disappeared among the darkness
To regain what i used to have.. 
My heaven my life that i call
I have asked sometime to be away from these all
To regain what i used to have
My heaven my paradise that i call..