Thoughts within me
beating every cells of my brain
like a bunch of horses
running off beat
trying to overpower myself,
with blossoms full of color
is this how is life supposed to be?
i ask myself..
and right then, i spot a weird looking plant
eyeing me completely
with a throne arising from petal itself
happiness is not a myth
i remind myself again..
throwing away the thorny petal
to my surprise,
underneath the pile laid all those creatures
crawling and creeping,
wandering like the thoughts within my head
i am an overthinker
i think again
i should let my thoughts go..
i think again
i then want to let it go, one by one
slowly,
yet at once
do they deserve to be here?
i question myself
my brain, yells out too
noooo....
right then, i start
i start it, i shoot at one of those wanderers
and, all i can remember is just , letting one of it go
rest of them , they still hover here
i think again
i am willing to shoot at others too,
my bad, i cant lift my hands anymore,
i see myself ,
lying on the floor
with the thought i just shot...
it laid beside my head,
covered in bright red petals
that i showered myself with.
i could see it freezing after a while
letting it cover with all the creeps
a day passed by
my hands are cold
a long sigh...
the wanderers left my brain
a day passed by,
i can see them dance
dance in a group
carrying a body, all covered
i cant recognize
i think again..
with all my ears to listen to the gallops of horses..
aren't these my thoughts ?
running again ?
