Don't wait till life shows you your way, work out and grab the best for you... there's a long way to go...

Who i am when i am me..

Looking at me obviously you learn

to be glad, to cheer and fun

I am stretching, Yes , Broadening my lips

But...

But no one can see the breakage on it

the burns..It pains.. it really does !!!

i may be the rising sun

But through clouds i suffer..

Looking at me obviously you feel

to fly high and the patches to heal

yes, i am still open, still, i decor all

my heart gets wider too

But...

But no one can peel me, to see the way i am going through

the scratches,it pains.. it really does !!!

I may be the garden rose

But through thrones i suffer...

So don't feel for me, Don't have faith

you might have seen my lights and praised

But you have never seen my eyes pouring

have never felt my heart paining ...

And yes, you have never seen me dying

day by day with a stony heart

I am taking a salty shower

Waiting for my day,

for the day of my anguish to heal

And the last day of my anguish

will be the day of my end..

        it will be the day of my end ....

Don't accept..

          My perfect life is now gone

    its only in memories            
was happy with my family

but you ruined it already !

I could be alone or be with others

but a single moment without you is impossible..

After you joined me couldn't think of others

though i get the full pleasure,

My prestige is lost...

Friends suggested and i couldn't deny

now i wanna ask, What i got and Why ?

time has flown couldn't catch it before

I can only regret on ignoring family's support

I am alone in this whole world inspite of everyone being here

There are many like me, but with no use and i don't care

 How can i leave you beyond my thought

Absence of you makes me lost

want to regain my pure life

and will never accept you, cause it was i

its real hard now trying to be like other

poor me, i can only suggest

Don't involve in drugs and enjoy the life further forever..

Let me live the moment

I dont want to close my eyes 

Even though its dark 

I want to at least feel the moment

Somwhere i might sense the spark

Together the cleanse heart and the wisdom

Will light my eyes, set them to the ocean

The pores will let the sparks in

And even if surfacely i close my eyes, 

things will be clearly seen

The moment to cherish i dont want to miss them

I know my life is a misery, i wont be gaining it back again

So let my soul be free, let my worse die

Let my dreams touch that sky, let it fly high

I want to set apart my fear widely open my eyes

Moment may be darkest, even then

I will wait for my sense to rise and shine

So don't insist me to close my eyes

Let me sense the spark

I want to feel the moment

Somewhere i might catch up the point

To gain the perspective again

let me breathe the coolest air,

let me in

Darkest hour can be polished on 

But its what is being intense

Letting the lives waste

stabs and the hiding back 

Crawing With our closed eyes

following the death,

the falls unaware of the times

We will to win the freaking race of our lives

I don't want to fear the death

As i will have lived to the fullest

So let my soul be free, let my worse die

Let my freedom touch that sky, let it fly high

Even though its dark let me go in

Looking at those preety sparks

Let me live the moment

     Let me live the moment....

Love going through me...

With the anxious heart i wondered

but only you were the one i found

as your scene touches my mind

love going through me

with a grace i am bound

life feels so awesome

quite wonderful i've started  to be

enjoyment of living my life

nowadays i have seen in me..

your presence in my life has made me smile

more than i ever used to

made me feel so secure

more than i ever used to

you and your support for me when i see

makes me feel so nice and so especial to be me !

walking along you

your hands when i hold

i get the pleasure of being

here in this world..

i am dragged in silence

eyes snaps you

with the ever feeling

the moment to be with you..

your talk in my mind roaming everynight

it misses your warm presence

each and everytime

looking up above sky

the stars and the moon

wishing you by my side

i keep wondering all alone .. !!

to be together forever is what i pray for

the distance is letting both of us to suffer

being with you, lonely me, i feel completed

as your presence in my life has lightened my days...

yes coz,

you have made me smile more than i ever used to

and has made me feel so special to be me

when i am in you !!