Oath

I had said i will never fume at you
I had said i will never doubt on you
So have i done till today, never fumed nor have i doubted
Just a part of me got withered in lack of your affection,nowadays it has fallen off,the bud of your love,
in a way that will never be back until the rain wets the sun

u wont be able to pluck them again
neither will you be able to plant there anymore
It will be sealed forever, not letting you play with it,now no more
Yes,it wont make you promisee,it wont rejoice you anymore

wont let my heart beat on your name , nor in your presence i will let my stomach flicker
Part of my life i will be forgeting,
As if i never met one
as if i'd never been there,
as if i never had to,
as if i never wanted,
as if i never wished
Neither i ever dreamt..

A lost soul

I Dont believe a lost soul
Soul that mislaid somewhere where i could never find it
entire world i was digging just to have a glance,
just so i could be releived

it din't take much time,got it recognized
but i realize it has got far too distinct..
Same though,i dont seem to like its shadow even
You may say i am bewildered having it seen after so long

i am determined i am avoiding,this time,let me do something for my sake
I remember it had vowed never to leave and never to break
Its been enough, both the wait and the love
The same time its been over, the same wait and the same love

gazing through my curtain many times,though never felt to face
Now with no fear he is right here and expect a heart full of welcoming grace..

Miles apart

Those two that behave as one
Scattering away, left a mourn
Storms, they abated, thunders they halt
all elements has frozen
as if the earth has stopped

A touch seeming way too far
A voice, harder to be felt each day
Miles left no love but a sense of distance
left no intimacy but a hope for togetherness

A wish to feel each others breathe
Nevertheless the miles do not cause it be less
a belief is what makes them go on everyday
An effort to last their relation inspite of distance on the way

And a hope for the day,when they come closer
 Storms and thunders on their happiness will sing together
The earth will then move along with them
At the end of their nightmare, they will give their love a new name

His DREAM

He smiled at the sun as he got out of bed
About to spread its magic it slowly turned out to red
Hurriedly, he reached the place he thought he had been last night
Amazingly it was exactly how he dreamt and felt with a sense of being alive 

He stood right in the place from where she saw her coming
From a tiny pearl , she had emerged out in his dreams
Disappointed,where she might have been, he searched her everywhere
The tiny pearl he was able to find,out of extreme happiness he felt to have conquered


Keeping the pearl close to his heart, he got back to real world
he knew those fairies lived only in childhood stories that he was told
Virtuality is a wonderland, yet hopes he had for that dream to come true
A sudden jerk woke him up, he smiled at the sun,and at the same time,sun did it too

Last winter

The path i was heading, stepping those dry fallen leaves
I had warbled inside with whole lot of thoughts within
Life had transformed from being a kid to where i was
hadn't cost much, just a few summers and a few winters had passed

I could feel it was coming, I'd seen those leaves moving to and fro Today, Underneath a blanket i am constantly starring the same out of my window Falling leaves and a blowing wind,nature was calling it since days That winter spoke out loud, nevertheless, it had clear language

Having been blown by that winter on that freezing day
That had altered my wishes i carried in a naive way
It was then i got so many moments that i can still visualize
My ones, my near ones in front of my eyes had lost their lives

Along with those naked trees in winter, still and cold,i had stood up there only
with an empty mind, eyes got stucked at a point, there was nothing i could see
I was being paralyzed with what i was going through
Neither could be reversed nor avoided since it was something that nobody knew

In a lump of fire,all of me got burnt only i am the one left
No reasons, no questions,Whatever happened was termed accident
It is me who need to take it to the core, know where did the lump come from?
Having this sriked, i could no more remain paralyzed, couldn't stand still
It was then i moved forward, and i stepped those dry fallen winter leaves..