Tuesday 23 June 2015

The " haunted me "


I feel like something’s around here
Right here, that’s keeping my senses awake  
Nothing gets into my nerve too much
Too much that I feel like throwing myself away, 
And this kind of feeling grows rapidly 
Too rapidly that I feel like I’m going to expire
I no longer can live here
This bad haunts me like I cant go on
I can’t move on
It swirls my attentions  
A sense of dying runs into my blood
This is the way that it dashes 
Leaves me nowhere but within the darkest
Trying to get the best out of me 
It often notches 
But somehow I manage to find an inner room in me
That’s where I get to store all of me 
Locking it down when I throw the key underneath
I feel a sense of relief
I come back to “ the me “ that it makes
Its keeps haunting me here, but I know i am safe 
Nothing’s changed, I am all shielded 
So, You see me as I am all-good 
But I see me and it is as I am haunted 
Haunted to the best worse that it can be
But I know the way and its how I define me 
How I define the haunted me ...