will

I lay deadened.
Craving to be scenic,
lame stab on myself.
Longing to be believed.
At least a try to fake a smile,
to be considered by the mirror I see.
Curling up to gain everything in me
Gather my every tiny possibility.
I lay deadened
Willing to be coveted.
I lay deadened
willing to be de-rusted.  

Celestial beauty

Red as a dancing sparkle of fire, 
her lips brighten in the full moonlight.  
An urge runs through my vein to touch them 
erotically, dragged in her presence. 

Bemused by her bodily blaze, 
eyes focused in the frame, 
half naked. 

My eagal vision scans her, 
An unusual stare, 
A continuous gaze, 
yet, can’t get enough of it. 

Smile that tucked deep inside me 
texture of hair so smooth that still feels  
I am absorbed like water in sponge. 
A strange fear holds my breath 
What if I am squeezed out of it? 

Joy

I stand here with an ecstasy
For I stepped somewhere I had longed for. 
I can hear the birds chirping 
As loud as my delighted soul wishes for.
Maybe because I feel like singing along with them 
As I sense a relief from my achievement.

My heart smiles like never before and so does my body.
I can't stop myself from moving it along with the rhythm I am catching,
Stepping barefoot on the ground to get a sensation so cold
That runs all over me, energizing my soul
Making me feel more complete and elated as a whole.

Hopeful

I am a wingless bat 
flopping around in an effort to explore.
To rise up like a morning sun,
feel its blaze and take it into my arms.
Eagerly I can fly well regaining my wings.
Wipe my bloody stains 
that roll off my cheeks. 
Afterglow hits my body hard,
hard enough to make me hear my own heart pound.
Everything that blew away starts to assemble
like pieces of a broken glass 
It reverses to be alone.