Because it mattered

Cold breeze passing my heart

Making me fake a smile, 

I realize, its Worthless a try

These curves undoubtedly illustrate, 

Nor eyes succeed to hide

Been mottled into your arms

I’d been an ice in the warmth

The grief, the unexpected one

Gave nothing but bewails in return

Mind could at least perch

But this heart!! It’s feeble

How would I? tell me how ?

Deprived of its possessor

And now, it hurts like hell 

Hell of a heaven

Dare ask me why and what for?

I am afraid, I may not have an answer

It hurts because it mattered..

Life

The stitches shatter; leaving behind the pieces.
Wobbling wind secedes.
Laughter locked into the mind, 
pours from the eyes, magical shade.

The rays of hopes get clouded.
Sinking into the massive marine.
Intense sway within the soul, 
fixing everything.

Vivid glow sensitizing the eyes
wondering about the oddity of life
mystical it is or the exquisite?
Ending begins before the beginning.

The course

Whole of the universe, counter each other. 
Colors mix up, the dark does not bother.
Bats and the beast, fishes and the trees,
startling, under the ocean like a fire exist. 

Anger eyes up the calm in a smoky dusk.
Meeting, a revolution, it was never thought of.
As a rooted cigarette being puffed out of lungs,
neutralized, a silence after a massive fuss. 

Sunrays sparkle, gleam in the midnight,
burning blaze vanishes, droplets throwing lights.
all will unite, being a part of a whole
the mother nature colors the world out of her soul.

The moon and the stars smile, unable to hide
the pain that darkness brought within their eyes.
Everything comes to halt, but not at the end.
Life grows from within again.

Like heavy rainfall followed by arrival of sun,
the universe has just begun.
With a rest of the blue and the red,
the time and the existence gets balanced.

who am i?

A pawn on a midway, 
muddled.
Fires and the smokes,
leaving me naked and numb.

Passion drags me to heaven
Countering the way,
liquified ice pours in me
Detached and dazed I look up,
Questioning my existence 
Who am I ? 
And why am I here?

webs of cocaine

webs of thoughts tangled into my mind
the eight footed nerve cells crawled down deep
my poor, i could not unwoven it 
like it's easy to destroy it's beauty.

let my webs be there, eating myself slowly
i won't interfere, question me.
It's been woven wonderfully
over my beloved.
How i wish to unfold her love in there
Right at that point, 
like a cocaine, i wish my nerve cells be tangled
blurring my eyes,
getting myself high.

land of wonder

Lost like a line in a lullaby,
I find it harder to rest my head.
Lame trial lashing me, 
Yet the wounded and worried hope
dances in whims of flowing wind. 
Sounds of bubble pouts out loud into my ear.
Soul soaks in your thoughts and memories.
I will wait you till I be there, 
the land of wonder, that’s so heavenly.

Questioning myself

Been tumbled several times, 
the tears and the hemorrhage.
the catastrophe; an awful entrapment.

No pure heart is worth a failure.
Trying an interventional approach to disaster,
to apply a torque of freedom,
to stand with a pride and solemn. 

Speeches shuffle, overwhelms.
A sense of fear strikes to be cautious.
Sternum then bends, unable to be erect.
I question myself, is this worth it?
Do I deserve?

After all this, life consoles me at its best.
The reception of hope shouts into my ear.
I question myself,
should I believe in me? 
Or, give my life a second chance?

A loss

Their souls ache crying in silence, they mourn.
Green leaves ash off, as the home stands alone.
Their old scars hurt with the added lacerations and the burns.

Each stick of fire and to a disaster they turn
But the millions of air to respire are gone.
Their souls ache crying in silence, they mourn.

Single hand enough of a luxurious desire and fun.
Mother nature sobs, years of memories of her own.
Their old scars hurt with the added lacerations and the burns.

A loss of earth that is sure will never return.
Thousands of old trees that had grown.
Their souls ache crying in silence, they mourn.

a trial to destroy what we've earned.
How pathetic has it been, mother nature has known.
Their old scars hurt with the added lacerations and the burns.

Life needs air, as like the moon and the sun.
committing a mass suicide, lack of realization.
Their souls ache crying in silence, they mourn.
Their old scars hurt with the added lacerations and the burns.

shuffle

     
The endeavors spoke, louder
harder to give it a hold.
Mysterious dawn popped
catastrophe it might be
for, purity it stored

Challenge from beneath the ground
keeps me shoved till the end.
Closing my eye may clear the vision
but it corrodes the main.

A sin they say, their thought sees
insanity walks around me,
as if it’s never going to leave.

I called it to say take me along
for I might collide and rain if I go,
but I have no will to live with the clouds.
The heaves will drags me and darken my soul.