I am left ashamed

I am afraid this is real.

a splash of cold, yet it's still here

My clock is infront and i fix the time 

all set to go, i am ready to shine

Through the stars,i see it drop down

Then, through my window, all aware i am

this had never happened before

In disbelief i take my sword and move to the shore 

Neither did the stars shined up bright

nor brought this into my eyes,

Gloomy nights devastated me, enough to shatter 

I see it fixing as all the confidence in me, i gather

carpet of clouds, i am sleeping upon- drift

As i approach, i grab the moon and gently kiss

Ocean appraching to meet their little ones

i see in a reflection , the tears, yet the warmth

the struggle and the hope running along the waves

the same one that i lamented, i objected 

And, i was left ashamed