The pain that lasts forever..

I lack to figure out the reason i was not able
Its tough enough to remain surrounded by trouble
The trees could move their feet,
Best pal the fire and oil could be made
But the lasting pain in my inner heart
Never could be healed

Its getting rusted over, it needs to be painted
With a colour that never fade away
And a unthrony bed of roses i need to be granted
But the stars may day shine
Flowers could ever remain
The lasting pain in my inner heart
With a new day could never begin

Matter to paint my heart if could be bought
I would wave my every sorrows and  bad thoughts
But the days and nights could alter
Steady flowing oceans could be blocked
The lasting pain in my inner heart
Always remains as a rock
I can never attach with joy
With a pile happiness my life can never ride
Cause my pain of not being able will ever and forever be aside..