a new ray,a new day, a new year, a new fear,a new feel and a new start.. it was jan 1,2011

i could see those drops escaping by seepage

around those weeds that laid on cold

a surreal feel inside me, the lips getting curve

with no special reason, i warbled within the heart !

i saw me being enlightened touched by the warmth of welcome

i then realized i was trying hard, harder to make my dreams shun

i have packed up with clusters of hope and wish

leaving all the worse nothing i am carrying with

i am here standing, waving bye to these days

i am heading on,heading on

beholding the lights with colored rays !!

i cant hold on with the same ways anymore

freakish to even memorize

blurry thoughts cover my soul

tears wet up my eyes

a massive wave against me

that was hard to confront

yet i have faith in me,that silently whispers

making knock on my door

trying to boost me up!

frequently helding my head high it says.. "you are destined "

"yes, i do" i reply with in me, hoping to conquer the waves against me !

being beaten by that heavy rain,

those pains i bear

i never knew gaining support was that hard

the more near i came, much farther the shelter did

i have no worries coz that was what my fate carried

but now,

to feel the gentle shower of success,

i am forgetting the rain

the wounds that it made

the scratches that is still in pain

the one that blew me apart

wetted my soul even wetted my heart !!

so here i start preparing for the new

voices inside me, the rhythm and the blues

i am here standing, waving bye to these days

i am heading on,i am heading on

beholding the lights with colored rays !!!